- CASE FILE
I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia at 21yrs old & it affects so many things in your body. To the point where you contemplate killing yourSelf
ABOUT THIS CASE FILE
Living with fibromyalgia is hell in your body. I wanted to take my life because I wanted to escape the pain it’s so intense & so bad. I have to live & fight for a cure. I forget simple words, I forget if I took my medicine, I can’t be a mother because my limitations. I can’t have sex because it hurts so bad, I bleed, my stomach get swollen. My weight loss is so bad that I would be as low as 90 pounds. It has cost me jobs because of my out burst, my mood swings. I can’t get out of bed at times because of the pain, I can’t go up the step because of my fatigue. I can’t cook because I would drop things out of my hand. My son father left me because I couldn’t have sex, because I was always so angry because of the pain. During the summer I have to be careful that I won’t pass out because I get a fever. So with the heat I could have an attack. The cold makes my pain shoot up. I take months to heal. My joints get inflamed. I wake up with nausea everyday, I’ll throw up randomly. I stay up all night because of the pain. & nobody takes it serious. Even when I put it in the medical section it didn’t come up.