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I’ve had a chronic dissociative disorder for over a decade. It was not cause by drugs or trauma. I also have chronic fatigue, body pain, etc
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I have depersonalization disorder. I don’t feel present, and I feel numb and robotic, like I’m living in a dream. This is a consistent state that never goes away, I don’t get to live a full life because of this. It wasn’t cause by trauma or drugs, and doctors have little knowledge of the disorder and don’t know how to treat me. I react terribly to drugs and there is no real cure or treatment, but I’m miserable. I’ve had this for over a decade and I don’t know why. In my opinion it causes every problem I have, I’m constantly sick, weak, exhausted. Horrible headaches. Abdominal distress. My muscles freeze up and I can barely move. Brain fog, and I’m getting new stroke like symptoms but MRIs aren’t telling me anything. And psychiatrists are quick to prescribe you drugs and experiment on you without knowing (or caring) about what you’re actually going through. I don’t want drugs, I just want answers, and hope. I know there are other people out there who have similar symptoms, but this just hasn’t been studied nearly enough and they’re all suffering as well. I have great family and friends supporting me, but my body feels like it’s way past its expiration date. My body and mind are breaking down. This isn’t living, I’m a walking corpse. I just wish someone could help me.