- CASE FILE
I want my life back. I am a mom of 2 Everyday is a battle constant pain. Fatigue and weakness. There are days I can’t even walk
ABOUT THIS CASE FILE
I have been sick for over ten years now my kids were toddlers they are both teenagers now. I have missed so much of their life because mommy is always sick. All I ever wanted was my own chidren I can’t even enjoy them. I have seen many doctors I’m at a be point where most won’t even see after first visit they say I’m “complicated Case”!!!! I’m in and out of the hospital because of severe headaches and my body gives out and have hard time walking. I am severely tired all the time. When I take a shower I needs nap it makes me exhausted. I have constant headache, body weak, I loose my balance or walk to one side sometimes,I drop things a lot,feet tingle/ numb. Severe fatigue/chronic pain-back-legs-hands-arms-,severe swelling throughout my body/when laying down can’t lift legs up they stArt shaking severely/sometimes my body starts shaking for no reason/ can’t walk to far starting use wheelchair more. My basic day is wake up make sure kids are up for school I can’t even drive kids to school anymore I have to pay someone to drive kids to school when kids leave I go back to sleep thAn I sit in my recliner the kids open my water bottles for me make sure I have enough for the day I watch tv usually cry because in pain and depressed can’t be wife or mom I would love to be than kids come home tell me about day I usually take nap husband come home I’m in my recliner either husband or daughter help me shower and get dressed which saddens me than after husband working all day he cooks dinner we eat I’m usually up most of the night than my boring painful day starts again. On weekends my family goes out without me because I in too much pain and too tired to go out I usually cry the whole time they are out. There are days I feel so sick I really feel like I’m going to die I actually think of writing my husband and kids letters to tell them I’m sorry I was always sick and I love them in case I die!!!!! I don’t know what to do anymore I don’t even remember a day that I felt halfway good no doctor can help me. Please please I’m begging you from bottom of my heart to please help me I want be a mom and wife again I want to smile again I honestly forgot what it feels like to be happy!!!!! I’m so afraid of dying because none knows what wrong with me my husband and kids need me please!!!!!
I also have a Hickman port in now that doctor wanted to put special infusion medication in insurance denied his protocol so now I’m sitting with this uncomfortable thing in me no one helping me it need be changed and need hemp and saline daily thank God I am friends with a nurse that’s helping me but she’s having hard time getting supplies if I don’t have hemp and saline daily it will clogg and I will get infection and doctor nor insurance is helping me!!!!! You are really my last resort my last hope I know you have millions of people sending in their stories please find it in your heart to help me please!!!! I don’t know where else to turn!!!!