- CASE FILE
What I experience has destroyed my entire life. Now I stick to myself stay away from people let no one get close. Even push people away.
ABOUT THIS CASE FILE
I started out with panic attacks when my father died in 1986 that sent me in a very severe depression. Every monthly period would cause me to be very sensitive to the point of verbal aggression I couldn't control, one day that week everything goes wrong this has been going on since I can remember. I've destroyed relationships on every level. After menopause I was told they would stop as I was diagnosed with PMDD. Premenstrual dysphoric Disorder and Panic Attacks. Told is would all change with menopause, nothing has changed the first week of every month is the same...severe depression that scares me. I will sleep two days, get verbally aggressive to the point I attack people around me to the point they stay away. I experience extreme anger, something regarding my body will flare up in pain. Mood swings up and down sometimes it will feel like something is crawling all over my body and I itch and itch. One day that will something will go wrong and it triggers a whole day of outbursts and verbal attacks. This has been going on too long. Been to many doctors even psychiatrists was diagnosed with bipolar disorder low level, clinical depression and put on medications. 100 mg of Paxil, .05 Xanax, and prempro until it caused Pulmonary Bilateral Blood Clots in the lungs so they pulled it. During the blood clots I begged for help someone do something about my other condition what I go through every month. They suggested another antidepressant nothing is working. I dread that week every month and want to just lock myself in a room give someone else the key. I am 63 and it's still going on like clockwork the beginning of every month. I am so tired of being labeled mental just so tired of it all it's been way to many years of my life fighting this looking for an answer. Please can you help.